.:mY bL0Gie bL0g:.

          wAAaaa…gUess tHis iS d 1st tYme me wr0te 2bLog in a dAy..eh actuAlly bL0g tD kUl 12 lebEy n0w dh k0l 1 lEbey s0 kirE lAen arI r naa..keskEs..weLl..aCtuAlly my intenti0n wRiting diZ bL0g iS nAk bTAu perihAl sbNr b0ut my xM…siNce rAmAi sGt yG tANye..s0 lEt mE xplAin evErythIng hEre kAyh..s0 afTEr diZ sapE lg tAnye tdK aKAn dilAyAn..hArhAr..kIddiNg..

          weLl..mY rEsuLt wasNt s0 gEwd…iF oTher pPl m0stly nAik p0intEr mS finAl bUt dAt aiNt hAppeN iN mY cAse..instEAd oF nAik..minE tuRun setURu-tUruNnyE..pErghh..buNyi dAhsyAt x??ngEhHEhe…bUt i gUEss dAt iS gewd eNuff lAa 4mE 2lPs jpA nyE cuT oFf pt..adE kAte 7.5..aDe kAtE 7..but eiTher d 2,mE AlhAmduLilLAh sYukur c0z stiLl lpS..

          i kn0e,mAny ppL xtAu tErkEj0t ngAn myresuLt..d b0ys siAp kT mE tipu lAie…bUt seyEsly..mE pAsrAh..c0z ms xM duLU..bL tEringat bLk mY c0nditi0n dAt tYme..iM seYEsLy thAnkfUl 2Allah c0z i hAv mAde iT diZ fAr…n thANks os0 2shA, mAma n adIkku 4being tHEre 4me whEn i ne3d thEM m0st…T_T

          okEs…n0w mE tGh p0ning nAk ngiSi b0ranG keselAmatAn n uNi aPPlicAti0n f0rm…mLS sbNrnyE..tidi0us laaa…hAish…weLl diZ c0mIng weDnEsdAy i’ll b g0inG 4my vEry 1sT bTn..diDnt kn0w wuT 2xpect..bAsed oN apE yg j0n ciTE,mCm buhsan..hEheh..but h0pefuLLy okEyh r hendaknye…wiLL write agAin s0on…pr0bABly afTer bTn..insyaAllah..we’ll c 1st r..okAyh…tAke cAre evEry1…

          hYE..iTs mE agAin…cuRrentLy 12.38 midnight..tGh chAt ngAN bEbErApe hAmbe aLLah..sesaMbil mE wriTing thIS bog…atlAst, nGAku gAk die yG stAtusnYE tdk lAie siNglE minGle..2 m** ,tAhniAh aKu ucApkAn..sm0gA bErbAhAgiA hInggE kE aNAk cuCu=p..aCtuAlly bYk bEnde nk 2lis bUt kn0wiNg ME,wHen iT comEs 2wriTing thing,MEsti lUpe dH…oKayh..i’ll tRy mybEsh..

          okAyh..lEt stArts wiF mY aCtiviTies 4 2dAy..i w0ke uP iN d m0rnIng cAm bEse r stLh MlmnYe tGk ciTe anTu iNd0n ngAn kAksri..kEc0t gAk r pr0tnie sMlm…hAd nAsi lEmAk n Mil0 4 brEakfAst…kuAr umAh aT 10.40am…hEaDiNg 2tMn bAhAgiA lRt stAtion..mEt izrA aT Kl sentrAl n we b0th nAik m0norAiL 2imbi..whEn sMP kT tS,b0ught m0vie tIckEt 1sT…tHEn p l0wyAt jMp aBg amir..after dAt r0ndA2 n Lunch skAli..s0lAt n tR0s tGk ciTE tF&tF..t0kyo drift…d m0viE was oKayh..i like 1of d chArActEr iN d m0viE..hAn..skE giLEr…dunn0 y…l8r after dat we jLn2 n bLk umAh…

          pTTnyE k0l 8 mLm td fAz adE waT bbQ pArty at hEr hSe in bAngi..but iN d enD tuRned 0Ut dAt rAmAi giLer xlEh p..s0 nAk xnAk i cAnn0t go lAa…pitY fAz tP nk waT cAne..sedEy giLer..seyEsLy i wAnnA g0..buT bANgi jAuh..iF iM aL0ne..duN tHink mYmom n mY unCle wiLl eVEr lEt ME driVE aL0ne…mlm2 pLAk tUh!!s0 in d end i spent mY night wAtchiNg aF wif mY kEzen..zilA was out..t0t so0..hEHHE…

          n0w iM waiTiNg 4 shU n auNtY wa 2c0me bAck fr0m thEir diNNer…evEry1 in d hSe dH tiDo…oFcourse xcept mE lAa..s0..tErpAkse lAa dAku mEnAnti kEpulAngAn mErEkA..ovErAll 2dAy waS quIte a nIce dAy..dH lM gAk xepI cmnIE…thAnks 2izrA..u mAke mYdAy gURl!!!!

~eNd~

          hURm…2aLL mY maTrix n uItm fWen..c0ngrAts fEr yaa mANtAp rEsult..wAy 2g0 guYs..hurm…u guyS r s0oo  lUcky..atLEast k0rUnk juZz hAv 2wAit f0r d plAcemENt 2enTEr d uNi(matRix r)..but me..aiYAa..diZ fEeLinG …hAve 2wAit f0R d rEsulT 2c0mE oUt..rEaLLy kIlLinG mE s0fTly…bIt bY bit..LiL bY liL…waA…saPe r suH btAu kT rEsuLt kuar diZ we3k..kAn dH cuAk xmEmAsaL..sEyes..mY eVErydAY Life dH xtEnAng…skEjap2 cHEck weBsite uNsw…wAa…

          mY fWen wuZ rite…sumTimEs i l0ok back aT mYselF n I wonDer iF i wuz s gEwd s i th0uGht i wuZ. I wonD3r iF i wuZ s iNn0cEnt s I rEmEmbEr, oR iF iT wAs aLL an iLLusion..I wonDer iF wUt i rEmEmber bEiNg iS wut oTher saW mE s…I wonDer iF wuT i c mYself s BEing s wut pPl wiLL rEmEmber mE s..

          sUm dAys, I fEel s0ooo00 uSed uP, wRung out, oLEdi bUrnEd uP n br0ken..I duN fE3l like I cAn gIve aNythIng m0r3, n thEn i DiG d0wn n fInd suMthIn eLs3, 1 more tAtterEd bIt oF sElf thAt i hAvenT gIvEn uP yEt..I f3eL mYselF sTumbLE aLonG,n0t quiTe suRE, n mAking iT uP s i g0 aLong..i dUnn0 iF iM gUin 2eVEr b aBle 2d0 aLl d things thAT i’ve c mYselF duiN…i duNn0 iF iM gUin 2b aBle 2 fuLfiLL wuTevA grEAter puRp0se i miGht hAppEn 2hAv iN lifE..

          iM s0 afrAid oF fAiLinG d ppL wh0 mAttEr m0st 2me..i wAnt s0oo00o deSperAtelY 2b evErytHing 2thEm, 2gIv thEm evErythIng, 2hAv m0re strEngth inSide s0 thAT thEy w0nt nE3d 2huRt..i wAnt 2gIv eM’ mY  stRength ,I want 2juZ b abLe 2cl0se my eyEs n lEt iT fL0od int0 thEm..i wAnt 2b abLe 2juZ giV em d pEace n hAPPinEss thAt i fEel s0mEtimEs..

          yEt, iM siTTing hErE, stArinG aT d tATtered rAg oF mySelF, d br0kEn piEces oF a pUzzlE thAt c0ulD hAv bE3n bEautifUl. I aM n0t s0 dAmAged s i s0metimes thInk, n wHile d edGEs r frAyed n d c0lours a bIt fAded, d pIc iS stiLL thERe…unChAnged…i stILL cAn c sumThiN woRthwHIle,sumThin woRth woRkIng 2rEc0vEr n a sTAte oF bEinG woRth tRyinG 2rEtuRn 2…

          i rEmEmbA mY fWen oNce t0Ld mE…siNg a s0nG oF siX pEnce, n a p0ckEt fULL oF h0pe, dAnce 2a tUne tHAt n01 elSe hEARs, n t0lD mE 1 m0rE tyMe…thAnK u mYfWen…

                                                          ikHlas…3.03am(11 jUne 2006)

                          b0nj0ur…pErGhh…diZ h0LidAy reallY DRiVeS Me NUt…buHsAn bAnG3t dIrumAh..aKtiViti seHAri2 sM ajA….lAen r cM mEmbEr yG lAen..di0ruNk siBLingS rAMAi..aTL3asT lEh r gAd02,b0rak2 eTc..mE??dH r ayg bRje abEs xM..xsaBAu nK tUnGGu diE bLk…hAhAh..h0pe 2g3t neW hp…h0pefUllY…

                           bL tGh buHsAn niE…mUle laA -ve t0ts msK dLm kpAle…woO0oo…guAne r mY resUlt g0nnA b lIke???xsMp 2wkS pN lGniE…mAk aIhhh….deb0 nyE oNly g0d kn0ws…oRg lAen cKp tAwakAl je r..u’ve d0ne uR vEry bEst..yAdA…yAdA..yAdA…i wiSh i cAn sAy dAt but d fAct dAt i cAnt, rEaLLy mAkes mE fruStrAted..i  kn0w i dIdnt d0 mY bEsh..i cAn d0 bEttEr…a LOT bett3r…sAMe lAa mCm mS sPm duLu..mAen xingAt duNia…uRghhH…tV iS mY biGgeSt miStAke…sh0ulDnT brIng iT in d 1st plAce…bUt..n0 pt rEgrEtinG iT n0W…2 L8!!!!!!!!!yA aLLah…seSunGguhnyA aKu bErhArap tErsGt2…biAqlAh dEn lPS aTl3ast 7.5…plz…pLz…plZ…eVEnth0ugh dAt0′ dR.fAdilAh kAmsAh kAte dLm suraH…(xingAT lA plAks) dLm suRAh tUh riwAyAT kAN bhW aLLah  aKAn menjAtuhkAn duGaan hEbAT pD umATnya n tHEn aKAn kuRniAkAN nikmAt 1 bY 1…tP aKU tKt lAa im n0t dAt kInd oF p3rs0n yg lAyak uTk tRime nikmAt aLlah tUh…d0 i???

                           dAh2….MLs nK em0 pEpG bUte nIE…jAuh bEno Dh tErp3s0ng ngAn iSi kArAngAn iNi…hArhAr…mEnGik0t tAjuk kAraNgan…sY iNgin bErcrIte Ttg bhS pErAnCis..fRench lAa…mEnGApe sY bErminAt uTk blAjA???ntAhlA…dH rS nK blAjA..lG 1,mY m0M cAn sp3ak fREnch s0 mAyb cAn sPEakiNg2 laA ngAn diE…

                          aT 1sT,ingAt blAjA fREnCh nIe iDAkle sSh tp TurnEd oUt 2b perGhhh..uNdefiNE….pAyAh bAngAt..nAk tErbElit lIDah kaWe nyEbuTnyE…bR dAy 1…supp0se 2dAy c0ntinue lEsS0n daY 2 tP xwAt..aNg3…hANgAt2 tAik kude je aku nIHh…bL lA nk ubAh sIkap aKu pN xtAu..aGAk2 nAk knA amek kUrsuS ngAn armZ r cmNE nk bErSikAp…uRgHhh..kAyh r…Nk tGk cSi plAks…bUHsaN dUk dPn lApt0p niEh…aU r3v0iR~

       h0lLa…aCtuALLy  keRana tErlAmpAu bUhsAn seSj nK wAt cV sKEt..kUi3…xyAh bC pN xPE…wEll…hERE we g0…My full name is sHAza HAzirAh bT m0hd bAdrUl hiShAm, given to me on 9 mAy 1987,which makes me a tAuRus !!My favourite food at the moment is lAsAgna.. and carr0t jUice to quench my thirst.. My hobbies includes playing tEnnIS,bAdmint0n,suRfiNg,wAtching tV n reAdinG n0vEls..d dAughtEr oF m0hD bAdruL hiShAm aBduLLah n  rAhimAh m0hd n0or..d 2nd dAugHter of 2..yEAh..oNly hAv 1 elDer siS,sHAza hAzrin…cUrrEntLy pErSuing hEr sTudies iN uk…aN aCC0untAnt wAnnAbE saME s mE…rEcEivEd my 1st eDucAtion iN tAdikA pEtronAs n thEn sRp..jUz c0mpLeTing mY unSw foundAtion in kDu..mY fAv coL0urs r Blu3,bLack, wHite n pUrpL3….wEll..dUnn0 wUt eLSe 2wRite…wuT eLse 2wRite… Hope this answers a little more about myself.. Soon will give more info okay…lUv yAa aLL..